I am having problems at work. Change in the organization and I am no longer allowed to work at home, even with the doctor’s note. I am getting it sorted but in the meantime it’s having a significant financial, mental and physical impact. I have a letter from my doctor saying I should not be in the office when is 85 or more. Me, I thought 90. The problem is I commute and am in the subways. The first time must have been 6 years ago or so and I arrived home with 102.5 fever. I was in Times Square and all of a sudden could barely walk. Doctor didn’t know what came first. Until I get sorted out, I am continuing to go in. I see where this is going – oh she can’t be here and she can’t do the work. So I struggle and husband comes in and helps me home. It is expensive.
Wednesday, when I left they were announcing delays and signal problems. Normally, I would have turned around and gone home and worked. Wednesday would have been perfect as I had training scheduled with Ireland and they had wanted it early but in the office my best offer is 730 a.m. The ride which is usually under an hour was almost two and a half. I can’t sit or stand for long times. Then just as we started to move, I heard for real for the first time “Is there a doctor, medical personnel or law enforcement on the train. If so, please come to car number in the front of the train.” Now, I get out in NYC, people are late plus it’s peak so a pushy, fast mob. Exactly why I travel alternate hours. I miss my pill which helps me walk. No water and it can’t be broken apart. Get on the bus and they announce a detour as the street is closed. I can’t make this stuff up!
My husband can’t come in and help me because the trains aren’t working, I have to leave early to avoid any mess. I do make it through the stations in the high heat. I arrive at Penn, with 4 minutes to spare for a train to where I need to go. I have to tell you I love travelling with the construction workers. They pick me up when I fall and super polite. I had to walk downstairs – numerous offers of help and no one pushed me on the train. I get a seat! Settle in like a bird in a nest. Announcement: We are experiencing equipment problems. Really! Luckily, it sorted out. I was so grateful.
Cut to this morning – I have on a white toile dress. Get my coffee, granola with milk, walk into my office/den and left toe goes. Everything flies all over the place. Upside nothing broke – not my body, not the cup, not the bowl. And miraculously, not a drop on the white dress. I know I fell due to the stress!
But I am now off for a few days!