How did I feel this past Month?
March definitely was a combination of the lion and the lamb. I am actively looking for work. I fear that my age and infirmity are preventing me from getting a job. Yes, I try not to focus on it but it is the elephant in the room. Sometimes, I say that too. Then, my Jawbone hasn’t been working so even though I am not walking enough I can’t tell. I am deteriorating. No one likes to hear it or see it. I fell three times. The last was a week ago and I really hurt my left hand.
What did you do for yourself this month?
Still with the gym and less so Zumba due to the weather. I can’t really go out in rain or snow, too much chance of falling. I have started to write again. I started journaling in January and am writing in the day. I have continued to clear clutter. I am trying to reach out to people. I am reconnecting with the creative bits of me, a little writing, a little art. Decoupage again. Something I started to do in 7th grade. I was always good at it. And I am starting to take some glasses. It’s both an outlet and a way to meet people.
What did I eat this month and how did it make me feel –
More smoothies. A little off the rails with gluten due to holiday. And a little more meat. Getting back on track.
Did I exercise? What did I do? How did it feel –
More time in the gym. I am really liking it!
For whom or what are you grateful? What matters most in life?
Faith helps lots. My friends are awesome. Some came into my life, some left. The ones that are here are my rocks. My stepsons continue to amaze me with their love and support.
Do I have a higher purpose or driving force in my life? Make a mission statement –
A higher purpose is kinda grandiose. I stand by fighting for what’s right. Hopefully, others can benefit. Living with integrity and never ever giving up.
Conventional medicine Still just Ampyra and Baclufen
Symptoms – Hands are getting weaker and my balance is off. My fingers are going white and numb which is freaking scary. My right hand turns purple sometimes.
What symptoms are most troublesome – Independence and mobility. I also have been falling more. Part of it I know is stress. But the rest of the time, it’s balance. And the fingers!
Do I blame myself for things – Yes, I am still believing it’s food, stress and exercise.
How is stress level? Well, I am still not working. So it’s getting to me. I am able to sleep later though. I’d like to wake between 6 & 7 in the morning.
What can I do tomorrow to make it better than today?
Faith, food, exercise. Creative work. Never give up!!
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First my apologies for leaving this as a comment on your blog but did not see another option to contact you. I am another MS blogger (http://www.bbhwithms.com/) and I have put together an MS Resources pg that has sort of taken on a life of it’s own. But given the positive feedback that I have gotten I have now made it a goal to keep adding to it and trying to make sure that it is up to date and current. I would LOVE to add your blog – here is the pg link http://www.bbhwithms.com/resources-all-things-ms/
I look forward to reading more of your story.
Meg (aka BBH)